I'VE MOVED....... again.

hi guys!
i've officially moved to http://honeyitsfelicity.blogspot.sg/.
hopefully this time i'll remain faithful to this url.

a brand new start to being 19,
see you there <3 xx

everyone loves to be loved.

my birthday this year started early. had a mini celebration with one of my longest friend of 7 years and it couldn't have gone any better. celebrating my birthday is never mandatory, but i'm glad people do (or hopefully will!! hint hint hahaha). it makes me feel special, and exceptionally loved, for that one day. and that for one day, i'm treated like a princess. not that i could get anything i demanded for, but people willingly shower you with the excessive love and concern, hahaha... sadly or not. (they say all good things come to an end hahaha)

and it makes me think.. if i can be so contented from the love from man, i don't think i'll ever be able to comprehend how great and maginificent God's full blown love for me will be. it's just... wow. mind-blowing. especially when i always feel i'm so undeserving of such sincere love. and today was a very thought-provoking night. and i actually do enjoy such nights.

love. spread some today.

ps i think i overused the word "love" in this post, but i can't find a better substitute.
pps excited for my birthday, but not sure if i'm equally stoked about turning 19.... 

perfect. 

 this song makes you feel so loved. 

and maybe rid one's self consciousness for that little while and know that someone genuinely accepts you as you are. your body, your personality, your character, and.. just you.

HI GUYS. it's been a while but i'm glad this time i'm coming back with excitement. deep thoughts are good, but sometimes it affects my mood! so yes, for now, it's just me and pure jubilance. BECAUSE..................

and yes i am painfully aware of how awful i look with my hair tied all the way up. SOOOO i desperately need to get another picture with him. not sure if i'm able to though :( BUT STILL, MY GOODNESS. IT'S JOE BROOKS I TOOK A PICTURE WITH. doesn't matter how i look, have you seen how gorgeous he is??? not to mention, he smells SO good. and his cardigan was so soft. i sound perverse now, BUT HE IS SO PERFECT I CAN'T HELP IT.

i hope he doesn't come across my blog.
that would be gravely embarrassing.
i would dig a hole and hide.
unless he finds me cute and wants to propose to me instead, WAHAHA.

OK BYE GUYS <3

xx

i am so ashamed.
i don't think it's right for me to be fed up at someone like that.
why am i like this......

penitent.

today, i experienced a frustration that was never like any i had before.
it lasted for hours. they were never so long.
i'm checking the state i am in; my heart is still unrest.

i don't know what's wrong with me.
the angst that's within me... it's not normal.

need to do lots of praying.
and will definitely need lots of prayers.

versus what lighting can do............

my two favourite girls.

met qiqi yesterday for our taitai outing, and had a sleepover @ her place afterwards.
got up this morning and rushed to school for fyp meeting.

here's to another pointless post.

goosebumps.

i can watch this over and over again.

and for this, i will visit poland one day.

one day, just to understand how the people feel, how significant this exercise is to them, how this small action shows their love and support for those who have given their lives during a fight for freedom, how this act teaches them to be grateful for what they have today, and for the fact that they're even alive.

freedom.
maybe we've been taking this too lightly.

this, is heartwarming.

when fyp gets boring...
which is almost always...

i love it when my sister and i get some alone time. albeit her making me weep like a baby in the public train!! talk about embarrassing. but that aside, yes. good ol' time together, doing what we both INSANELY love - shopping.

tuesday.

spent about 100 bucks at h&m and i totally don't get why. i spent 2.5hrs there on sunday, which was like 2 days ago. AND i just spent another $100 out from my own pockets?? WHAT DID I MISS. what did i not see that my parents could pay for that i had to fork it out on my own............... heh.

then we walked around and we entered Lush. i promise you my sister gave me a stern warning outside the shop about not entering that beautiful box decorated with pretty colours and amazing outlook. she assured me that i wouldn't be able to resist myself, and that i would spend A LOT in there.

i overestimated myself. sure i did. despite the fact that it says "cosmestics". it wasn't make up or anything. i just got like body mud mask, hair mask, facial scrub, and lip balm. doesn't sound that much considering they'll only last max 5 times usage? but BAM! that's $120 mind you. i lack self-control.

but that's the bulk of it. the rest were random accessories that didn't cost as much as the above. and FOOD. takashimaya basement. my one true loveeeeeee, my only source for awesumpossum sausages.

this is such a nonsense post but i thought i'll keep this blog a little more alive with wordssss. no one likes words but i do, i really do. i like writing. and i miss writing. and i don't care if i've commited any grammar crimes in this post or not because it's 10:51 and i don't feel like checking. i want to sleep. it's 20min past my bedtime.

TOODLES.

one day maybe i'll upload my loot ;)

woohoo for no visual pleasure?? yea right.

ditsy.

for once, someone didn't use "blonde" or "bimbo".

haha, interesting.

in about a month's time, holidays are overrrrrr.

T R A G I C.

gonna miss the lifestyle i've been living.

gym, work, chill.

anyway, i shopped quite a bit at h&m yesterday. got myself a fair bit of loot. i honestly believe i was in and out of the changing room at least 10 times?? trying the sizes and the different colours of practically everything i bought. good haul, good haul. hopefully i didn't annoy the crap out of any of the workers there, heh.

till next time,
MWAH

<3<3<3

some sweet loving from browniceeeee.

doing up my app logo for fyp,

reading no (yes, w/ a space) body's perfect by kimberly kirberger,

snacking on walnuts laden with maple syrup,

and just waiting for time to pass.

mopped the entire shop floor today WOOHOO

it's so clean and sparklyyyyy now. 

okCIAOZZZZ

this space obviously lacks updates of substance.
but my life is too boring to give any good stuff for people to read.

oh apart from changing my gymming regime to E V E R Y D A Y instead of alternate days now. which means i'll be fitter?? i hope. did zumba yesterday and it was a whole lot of fun!!! albeit tiring. crazy movements my waist was aching a little bit by the end of it. thankfully it didn't result in severe muscle aches today so YAY.

anyway give the song below a listen.
first heard this about a year or two ago when jayesslee sang it. finally got about hearing the original. the lyrics speaks to me so much. it's a song that'll stir up hope and inspiration within you. i love it.



CIAOZ GUYS.
i promise i'll be back to give better updates next time.

OH OH YES. i bought contacts?? it was a frightening experience having to poke my own eyeballs at first. 15min to practice how to put that jelly lens in but NOW!!!!! i'm at a record breaking of 10 seconds for both eyes. and it has only been day 3. kudos!!!!

trying to fit 2 different plans for dinner, on the SAME day, is the worst. can't believe i'm so forgetful. i don't even know how i managed to agree to both parties that i'm free on the 6th. shouldn't it have rung a bell somewhere in my head??? THIS is why i need to update my scheduler regularly. now i've to find some way out...................

GAH sera why why why.
if only i can split myself into 2.
OR have some amazing teleporting skills.

but i don't.
so i shall continue to crack my head.

can't express how much i love this song. LOVE.
esp the "weee-EEEEEEEE" part.
this song makes me wanna burst out in a silly dance..........
and i usually do.

no idea if this song actually carries a positive or a negative connotation hahaha.
too lazy to think about it either.

BYE GUYS!

ps chlo is leaving in about 9 hours?? and the next time i'll get to see her is 8 months later. my heart aches BUT BUT BUT i know she's going to learn so much in SA and that she's going to grow so much spiritually, and as a person! praying that she'll make lots of nice friends (with both people and animals!!!!!) and that she'll come back with lots of testimonies and life stories to share. yayyyy God bless you chlo! <3<3<3

polka dot dot dot.

did my nails yesterday morning with a little help from my bobby pin.

effect turned out satisfactory enough.

smudges here and there but i'm too lazy to get it redone.

sunday - proper manicure woohoo!

back at brownice! <3
that's qiqi. and that's will.
work was a whole lot of fun yesterday,
and catching up with qiqi was just thumbssssss, yes plural, UP!

everyone's leaving one by one.
:(((((((((((

ps i need more denim shorts???
pps i have officially embarked on my taitai life yay

ANDDDD my hair is so short right now i reckon the hairdresser snipped off 9 inches instead of the 3 i told her??? i miss my long locks.... i was about to say beautiful, but i got reminded of its frizziness, so maybe not hahaha.

okCIAOZ.

i knew it.

believing > seeing.

God will answer prayers.

God knows me well enough.

anyway i am still depressed i gained so much weight so suddenly UGH.

need to gym it all off.

tomorrow = hardcore gym day.

ONE KILOGRAM.
i took 5 days to lose it,
and 1 day to gain it all back.

meh.

IT'S OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

i can get used to this life. it's been perfect so far. just got back from FF and it's been quite some time since i've worked out. wow. but it definitely feels great to be sweating again.

a list of things to do.

a list of things to get.

HELLO TO 7 WEEKS OF JOY-FILLED HOLIDAYS.

apart from still having to do fyp maybe lol.