BATAM.

i've micropharmaco pbl presentation tomorrow and i'm supposed to be doing up my script right now but instead what am i doing?? hahaha yes blogging. this space is like my escape from studies.. or boredom. i'm in a really happy mood today though, not sure why! MAYBE.. JUST MAYBE.. IT IS BECAUSE OF THIS.

THREE. MORE. DAYS.

i love my boys (YES MINE) and they never fail to make me laugh. i enjoy anticipating for the release of video dairies, i enjoy re-watching all their interviews, i enjoy going through tumblr and just saving 18273964 of their photos, i enjoy just sitting back and listen to their songs on repeat.. what relish. and some people don't understand how much or even why i love these boys but sigh, it's impossible to explain what overflowing joy they bring (GRINS).

okay i already have microsoft words opened up.. time to at least get 2 paragraphs out before dinner.

BYE.

2nd week into school and i've not gotten my drive to study yet. wanted to spend today out at the library or ttsh to mug but of course distractions were a lot more tempting, and i gave in hahaha. i seriously suck at self-discipline. so amount of work completed as of now = 0%

my mind has been really wild as of late. all i can think of is shoppping, jamming, and just hanging out with my friends. study? what's study? i'd rather be having sleepovers, traveling with my homies, or like... doing up my room. omg i've been wanting to revamp my room since last year and it's not even the least bit started. my room looks exactly the same as a few months ago.... only messier. but it's okay, i'm a student, people will understand.

ANYWAY i bumped into mandaz earlier today and seriously IT IS THE HAPPIEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED IN THE DAY. just like talking to her for 10 seconds can feel like the best catch up ever<3

ciaoz guys have a good week ahead!! xx

yesterday P.Mel's sermon actually spoke to me quite impactfully. i should really start being more regular about giving offering.. and stop worrying about faith promise. because God will provide a way.

this coming week i'll be receiving back 2 more papers and i'm telling myself that i have to believe that God will make a way for me, and i should stop being anxious. i'm always feeling panicky about such stuff but it's so needless when i've God on my side, and He can grant me the peace that calms any storm, even the one inside of me.

and i got to admit.. i haven't been doing my tawg regularly. and i'm really trying to be more consistent because i miss being intimate with God. figured that might be a major role of why i haven't really felt God's presence in a while..

i want to be near You Lord.

tomorrow is monday. monday means school. that is sad.

it means no worry, for the rest of your day. it's our problem-free philosophy, HAKUNA MATATA~

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL: GEEK MODE ON.

received back 2 papers today. i did fine i suppose, one's good and one's bad so it cancels out all the either positive or negative vibes in me. pretty moodless about it but yes, i thank God for seeing me through my exams.

i had 6 hours of immuno lectures today and trust me, it's such a horror. fell asleep in class (yes my mission to stay awake failed one the very first day) and woke up in time to go home hahaha, i wonder what my lecturer actually thinks of me. not something glorious though, but i really did try.

ciaoz!

BLESSED NEW YEAR!!!!

this song always brings me back to God.

i'm the kind of person that cries in the presence of God?? hahaha that's actually sort of how i react to God's presence haha ok weird. but recently i haven't been really feeling God. i know how evident His works are in my life, but i really needed that "touch" from Him to reassure me that's he is here for me.. if you get what i mean. and it's tiring coming to service without feeling His presence. but today i really felt it, and it was so thick!!! and if i can i would really just want to lay and bask in His presence forever. it's a nice feeling. and i felt super reconnected with God. hahahaha. and it's a VERY good way to start off 2012.