HI GUYS. it's been a while but i'm glad this time i'm coming back with excitement. deep thoughts are good, but sometimes it affects my mood! so yes, for now, it's just me and pure jubilance. BECAUSE..................

and yes i am painfully aware of how awful i look with my hair tied all the way up. SOOOO i desperately need to get another picture with him. not sure if i'm able to though :( BUT STILL, MY GOODNESS. IT'S JOE BROOKS I TOOK A PICTURE WITH. doesn't matter how i look, have you seen how gorgeous he is??? not to mention, he smells SO good. and his cardigan was so soft. i sound perverse now, BUT HE IS SO PERFECT I CAN'T HELP IT.

i hope he doesn't come across my blog.
that would be gravely embarrassing.
i would dig a hole and hide.
unless he finds me cute and wants to propose to me instead, WAHAHA.

OK BYE GUYS <3

xx

i am so ashamed.
i don't think it's right for me to be fed up at someone like that.
why am i like this......

penitent.

today, i experienced a frustration that was never like any i had before.
it lasted for hours. they were never so long.
i'm checking the state i am in; my heart is still unrest.

i don't know what's wrong with me.
the angst that's within me... it's not normal.

need to do lots of praying.
and will definitely need lots of prayers.

versus what lighting can do............

my two favourite girls.

met qiqi yesterday for our taitai outing, and had a sleepover @ her place afterwards.
got up this morning and rushed to school for fyp meeting.

here's to another pointless post.

goosebumps.

i can watch this over and over again.

and for this, i will visit poland one day.

one day, just to understand how the people feel, how significant this exercise is to them, how this small action shows their love and support for those who have given their lives during a fight for freedom, how this act teaches them to be grateful for what they have today, and for the fact that they're even alive.

freedom.
maybe we've been taking this too lightly.

this, is heartwarming.

when fyp gets boring...
which is almost always...

i love it when my sister and i get some alone time. albeit her making me weep like a baby in the public train!! talk about embarrassing. but that aside, yes. good ol' time together, doing what we both INSANELY love - shopping.

tuesday.

spent about 100 bucks at h&m and i totally don't get why. i spent 2.5hrs there on sunday, which was like 2 days ago. AND i just spent another $100 out from my own pockets?? WHAT DID I MISS. what did i not see that my parents could pay for that i had to fork it out on my own............... heh.

then we walked around and we entered Lush. i promise you my sister gave me a stern warning outside the shop about not entering that beautiful box decorated with pretty colours and amazing outlook. she assured me that i wouldn't be able to resist myself, and that i would spend A LOT in there.

i overestimated myself. sure i did. despite the fact that it says "cosmestics". it wasn't make up or anything. i just got like body mud mask, hair mask, facial scrub, and lip balm. doesn't sound that much considering they'll only last max 5 times usage? but BAM! that's $120 mind you. i lack self-control.

but that's the bulk of it. the rest were random accessories that didn't cost as much as the above. and FOOD. takashimaya basement. my one true loveeeeeee, my only source for awesumpossum sausages.

this is such a nonsense post but i thought i'll keep this blog a little more alive with wordssss. no one likes words but i do, i really do. i like writing. and i miss writing. and i don't care if i've commited any grammar crimes in this post or not because it's 10:51 and i don't feel like checking. i want to sleep. it's 20min past my bedtime.

TOODLES.

one day maybe i'll upload my loot ;)

woohoo for no visual pleasure?? yea right.