polka dot dot dot.

did my nails yesterday morning with a little help from my bobby pin.

effect turned out satisfactory enough.

smudges here and there but i'm too lazy to get it redone.

sunday - proper manicure woohoo!

back at brownice! <3
that's qiqi. and that's will.
work was a whole lot of fun yesterday,
and catching up with qiqi was just thumbssssss, yes plural, UP!

everyone's leaving one by one.
:(((((((((((

ps i need more denim shorts???
pps i have officially embarked on my taitai life yay

ANDDDD my hair is so short right now i reckon the hairdresser snipped off 9 inches instead of the 3 i told her??? i miss my long locks.... i was about to say beautiful, but i got reminded of its frizziness, so maybe not hahaha.

okCIAOZ.

i knew it.

believing > seeing.

God will answer prayers.

God knows me well enough.

anyway i am still depressed i gained so much weight so suddenly UGH.

need to gym it all off.

tomorrow = hardcore gym day.

ONE KILOGRAM.
i took 5 days to lose it,
and 1 day to gain it all back.

meh.

IT'S OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

i can get used to this life. it's been perfect so far. just got back from FF and it's been quite some time since i've worked out. wow. but it definitely feels great to be sweating again.

a list of things to do.

a list of things to get.

HELLO TO 7 WEEKS OF JOY-FILLED HOLIDAYS.

apart from still having to do fyp maybe lol.

they say before you start a war, 

you better know what you're fighting for. 

ps i'm in love with lyric videos. 

such a sucker for fancy words twisting and turning.

This is me, believing i can do anything as long as i set my heart to it.
This is me, choosing what my heart should be after.
This is me, moving baby steps towards pursuing what i love.
This is me, knowing that even if i fail, at least i've tried.

This is me, taking everything on with a new perspective.

had 2 fun-filled days.

beyond satisfying.

but till the real holiday begins,

i've 4 more days of mugging to do.

it'll be gone in a jiffy.

and i'll be back real soon.

xx

going to reward myself on fri by playing hard.

meeting yamz since... forever?

but till then, i got to conquer PP.

2 more papers babehhhhh.

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This is just a pretty photo. It has completely no relevance to my content. #visualappeal

I tell myself, just 2 more weeks. 10 more days to be exact. 10 days of hard work can lead to glorious results, but 10 days of distractions here and there can lead me to destruction. Which will i choose?

Sometimes my heart wins my brain.

I woke up to this verse - Proverbs 25:28
"A man without self-control is like a city broken into and left without walls."

Discipline. I will not succumb to any possible temptation that will stop me from my momentum. Or at least i bet i will try my utter best.

God will pull me through this, i can feel it in my bones.

So till 10 days later (or maybe even 11)...
ciaoz.

I won't let sadness steal you from my arms

I won't let pain keep you from my heart 

I'll trade the fear of all that I could lose 

For every moment I'll share with you

the lyrics - everything.

haven't had a song speak to me this much in a while.

everyone, give this song a little listen.

 words that i've read/heard over the past few days that i will remember (hopefully) for life:

#1 it's okay to make mistakes.
#2 what would you do if you are not afraid?
#3 do what you love first. money will come in second.
#4 ducks quack and complain. eagles soar.

i don't know why these were so impactful. maybe i'm in a phase whereby i've to realign my every perspective, my every focus.. and just how i view life. how i'm "living" life.. and by that i mean i believe i am not merely existing. maybe i've been too caught up with practicality that i push my dreams and passions aside. this day forth, i'm going to see and do things differently. "if you do not change, you can become extinct." - here's to all the stubborn people who think that you should not lose yourself no matter what. no, continuously improve yourself. now. and till forever. words from one of the most inspirational person i know.

give everything a shot.
live a life without regrets, though with boundaries.

stay home day.

been studying for 6 hours.

only 1 chapter conquered.

beyond unproductive.

exams in 9 days.

preparing for war again.

good news....... maybe?

i had 4 strepsils and 4 mac dual action to hopefully help my throat. and it really does feel A LOT better now, even though initially it felt like it wasn't working at all. but i'm really not sure if my throat's actually treated, or it's just numb from all pain because of the excessive amount of lozenges i took. went to see the doctor today and found out that i was running a temperature. ain't that big a deal though, i actually feel fine. apart from occasional headaches and feeling the immense heat migrating off my body.

but thank God x192839217 my throat is all good.
really don't know what i'll do if it's killed.

here's to another 2 more days of attachment before the long-awaited weekend!! praying that i'll recover by then so that i can have a good one! not working this sat so it means i get to spend it with my darling cell, WOOHOO.

till next time,
ciaoz.