one word. incredible.

i'd like to express my love for phantom of the opera here because it is simply an amazing movie. i missed the stage performance, and it's one of my biggest regrets in life. hahaha, dramatic but honestly true. really encourage everyone to watch the movie because if you haven't, then you're just missing out in life. this classic is too good.

i love the songs. and every cast in the movie had voices like a powerhouse. and it's just, beautiful, and awe-striking. you'll dream to sing like them one day.

anyway have a good week ahead guys!! can't believe it's only tuesday...

"but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." 

Isaiah 40:31

AJ RAFAEL - WE COULD HAPPEN

so hooked to this.

there's this really queer feeling inside of me right now but i've no either why. maybe it's the anxiety due to the fact that exams are near.

i'm going for district gathering later because honestly brother chiangwee made a clear point that it's true that i (or rather we) wouldn't use the whole 3 hours we have just studying, but instead get distracted and use twitter, youtube and such. but i'm glad i've decided to go. i need to set my priorities right, AND focus AND have better time management.

God first. always.

"You are as close to God as you choose to be."
Rick Warren

so glad tomorrow is friday. i love long weekends, because it means less days in school, which i believe is what everyone loves. OR UNLESS you're like some abnormal alien that originated from jupiter and has plans to take over earth so studying is your passion. but i know you're not, so you're with me on this.

this week has been pretty hectic, but it's only going to get worse. the work i have due next week is just... unbelievable. i'll be very proud of myself if i pull through it alive.

this was a really short and quick update, BYE guys!

p/s i think civil wars is simply amazing.

hope you had a great lunar new year!! back to school, back to reality. let's welcome back our lifeless souls. 

AND, bubble effect unintended. my lil' cousin turned it on by accident.

ciao.

LIBERA IS COMING TO SINGAPORE BUT I WON'T BE ABLE TO CATCH THEM LIVE BECAUSE I'LL BE STUCK IN CHINA SLOGGING MY LIFE OUT TO PULL MY ACADEMIC GRADES UP. BOOHOO:'(

studies are always, and i really mean ALWAYS, interfering me with meeting my fave people. first it was joe brooks, now it's libera. it had better not happen for one direction and tyler ward or i'll just hide in a corner and cry all day all night long.

2012 is supposed to be THE YEAR. the year i get to meet my fave artists.

k bye guys HAVE A GREAT LUNAR NEW YEAR!! 8) this is a very pointless rant.

 

dinner with mandas.

definytion.

church.

reunion dinner.

my weekend has been good. i'm wondering when i'll start my revision for my exams that's about 3 weeks away. time is flying. i can't "forget about the clock, that's tick-tick-ticking". hahaha okay i just had to. i really want my results to glorify God. and i know they will:)


happy lunar new year everyone, have a great one!!  and maybe you'd like to know, this is iz's favourite line/song every single year without change: "gong xi gong xi gong xi ni, wo de hong bao zai na li?"


p/s THANK YOU OBAMA.

oh and anyway i think i need more shoes and jeans.

can't believe what my life will be like if SOPA passes. no twitter, no youtube, no tumblr, no google, no wikipedia. it's not only my social life that's going to be affected, my academics too!! omg then it'll be back to the days when we'll all have to go to the library and read 500kg of books just to find the information we need for a presentation. and it also mean there is absolutely no way i can communicate with my favourite artists anymore.. wait, i can't even find them anymore. i won't be able to watch them on youtube, i won't be able to google/tumblr for their pictures.

that sucks hahahaha.

but YAY it's friday tomorrow!

preparing for my friend's gift is no easy feat but i believe it's worth it!!

i've a presentation tomorrow and BLAH html codes are such a pain. can't figure out how to make the website to the layout i want and i only have less than 12 hours left, considering the fact that i've immuno practical in the morning while the rest of my class doesn't. that's for not doing well people, please don't fall into my shoes. it's honestly exhausting. not confident of the presentation tomorrow which feels really sucky because no one wants to mess a presentation up, it's an easy score.

been thinking a lot about my relationship with God recently and sometimes i don't even know where it's progressing. been really stagnant and i'm not growing spiritually at all. i miss being near God. i know i was a lot more intimate with Him as compared to now, but yet it feels like i'm not driven to do anything to improve it. i need a stronger desire, desire to long for Him, desire to want Him more. God, please.

anyway i hope all of you had a good week! mine's just plain draining.

BYE!! xx

ASDFGHJASJHAJSKA LOOK AT WHO TWITTER SAID WAS SIMILAR TO ME!! LOUIS TOMLINSON OMG. LOUIS. WILLIAM. TOMLINSON. IT'S FATE I TELL YOU, WE ARE MEANT TO BE~~ CAN'T IMAGINE WHAT IT'LL BE LIKE WHEN THEY COME IN APRIL. PRAYING HARD THAT I CAN MAKE IT. 2012 WILL BE SUCH A GOOD YEAR, I JUST KNOW IT!!

i was UP ALL NIGHT (see what i did there??) doing my project for a rocket pitch presentation to spca this morning and YAY it went extremely well. thank goodness! now to start on clbc and immuno, may the force along with perseverance be with me!!

have a good week ahead guys!! xx

Nongsa is a beautiful place everyone should visit. it's really peaceful and idyllic over there and i didn't even have to try putting down my stress from school there. they immediately disappear. every single spot there was picturesque and i'm totally in love with it!! perfect for a short getaway.

and not to mention that they have the best seafood~ and it's totally value for money. i was beyond stuffed but i couldn't stop sinking my teeth into such goodness, and freshness. BEST LUNCH EVER.

 

my family skipped dinner because we were all too full to consume anything else.. maybe not all of us, just them. i had gastric pains because i was over-hungry, so i had 2 donuts! YES, J.CO FOR THE WIN.

slept with my sister and the resort is just beautiful. we had our very own queen sized bed to ourselves!! YES it deserves a wow because most hotels usually just provide a normal single bed. and every part of our room is just perfect.. and wooden. i love wood. i love how wood looks like, and i love how it smells like.

it was only 2D1N so there's really nothing much to post about, but i really thoroughly enjoyed myself there! away from the hustle and bustle in singapore.

tomorrow's monday and it's back to busy stressful days. okCIAO!

BATAM.

i've micropharmaco pbl presentation tomorrow and i'm supposed to be doing up my script right now but instead what am i doing?? hahaha yes blogging. this space is like my escape from studies.. or boredom. i'm in a really happy mood today though, not sure why! MAYBE.. JUST MAYBE.. IT IS BECAUSE OF THIS.

THREE. MORE. DAYS.

i love my boys (YES MINE) and they never fail to make me laugh. i enjoy anticipating for the release of video dairies, i enjoy re-watching all their interviews, i enjoy going through tumblr and just saving 18273964 of their photos, i enjoy just sitting back and listen to their songs on repeat.. what relish. and some people don't understand how much or even why i love these boys but sigh, it's impossible to explain what overflowing joy they bring (GRINS).

okay i already have microsoft words opened up.. time to at least get 2 paragraphs out before dinner.

BYE.

2nd week into school and i've not gotten my drive to study yet. wanted to spend today out at the library or ttsh to mug but of course distractions were a lot more tempting, and i gave in hahaha. i seriously suck at self-discipline. so amount of work completed as of now = 0%

my mind has been really wild as of late. all i can think of is shoppping, jamming, and just hanging out with my friends. study? what's study? i'd rather be having sleepovers, traveling with my homies, or like... doing up my room. omg i've been wanting to revamp my room since last year and it's not even the least bit started. my room looks exactly the same as a few months ago.... only messier. but it's okay, i'm a student, people will understand.

ANYWAY i bumped into mandaz earlier today and seriously IT IS THE HAPPIEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED IN THE DAY. just like talking to her for 10 seconds can feel like the best catch up ever<3

ciaoz guys have a good week ahead!! xx

yesterday P.Mel's sermon actually spoke to me quite impactfully. i should really start being more regular about giving offering.. and stop worrying about faith promise. because God will provide a way.

this coming week i'll be receiving back 2 more papers and i'm telling myself that i have to believe that God will make a way for me, and i should stop being anxious. i'm always feeling panicky about such stuff but it's so needless when i've God on my side, and He can grant me the peace that calms any storm, even the one inside of me.

and i got to admit.. i haven't been doing my tawg regularly. and i'm really trying to be more consistent because i miss being intimate with God. figured that might be a major role of why i haven't really felt God's presence in a while..

i want to be near You Lord.

tomorrow is monday. monday means school. that is sad.

it means no worry, for the rest of your day. it's our problem-free philosophy, HAKUNA MATATA~

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL: GEEK MODE ON.

received back 2 papers today. i did fine i suppose, one's good and one's bad so it cancels out all the either positive or negative vibes in me. pretty moodless about it but yes, i thank God for seeing me through my exams.

i had 6 hours of immuno lectures today and trust me, it's such a horror. fell asleep in class (yes my mission to stay awake failed one the very first day) and woke up in time to go home hahaha, i wonder what my lecturer actually thinks of me. not something glorious though, but i really did try.

ciaoz!

BLESSED NEW YEAR!!!!

this song always brings me back to God.

i'm the kind of person that cries in the presence of God?? hahaha that's actually sort of how i react to God's presence haha ok weird. but recently i haven't been really feeling God. i know how evident His works are in my life, but i really needed that "touch" from Him to reassure me that's he is here for me.. if you get what i mean. and it's tiring coming to service without feeling His presence. but today i really felt it, and it was so thick!!! and if i can i would really just want to lay and bask in His presence forever. it's a nice feeling. and i felt super reconnected with God. hahahaha. and it's a VERY good way to start off 2012.