yesterday P.Mel's sermon actually spoke to me quite impactfully. i should really start being more regular about giving offering.. and stop worrying about faith promise. because God will provide a way.

this coming week i'll be receiving back 2 more papers and i'm telling myself that i have to believe that God will make a way for me, and i should stop being anxious. i'm always feeling panicky about such stuff but it's so needless when i've God on my side, and He can grant me the peace that calms any storm, even the one inside of me.

and i got to admit.. i haven't been doing my tawg regularly. and i'm really trying to be more consistent because i miss being intimate with God. figured that might be a major role of why i haven't really felt God's presence in a while..

i want to be near You Lord.

tomorrow is monday. monday means school. that is sad.