I'VE MOVED....... again.

hi guys!
i've officially moved to http://honeyitsfelicity.blogspot.sg/.
hopefully this time i'll remain faithful to this url.

a brand new start to being 19,
see you there <3 xx

everyone loves to be loved.

my birthday this year started early. had a mini celebration with one of my longest friend of 7 years and it couldn't have gone any better. celebrating my birthday is never mandatory, but i'm glad people do (or hopefully will!! hint hint hahaha). it makes me feel special, and exceptionally loved, for that one day. and that for one day, i'm treated like a princess. not that i could get anything i demanded for, but people willingly shower you with the excessive love and concern, hahaha... sadly or not. (they say all good things come to an end hahaha)

and it makes me think.. if i can be so contented from the love from man, i don't think i'll ever be able to comprehend how great and maginificent God's full blown love for me will be. it's just... wow. mind-blowing. especially when i always feel i'm so undeserving of such sincere love. and today was a very thought-provoking night. and i actually do enjoy such nights.

love. spread some today.

ps i think i overused the word "love" in this post, but i can't find a better substitute.
pps excited for my birthday, but not sure if i'm equally stoked about turning 19.... 

perfect. 

 this song makes you feel so loved. 

and maybe rid one's self consciousness for that little while and know that someone genuinely accepts you as you are. your body, your personality, your character, and.. just you.

HI GUYS. it's been a while but i'm glad this time i'm coming back with excitement. deep thoughts are good, but sometimes it affects my mood! so yes, for now, it's just me and pure jubilance. BECAUSE..................

and yes i am painfully aware of how awful i look with my hair tied all the way up. SOOOO i desperately need to get another picture with him. not sure if i'm able to though :( BUT STILL, MY GOODNESS. IT'S JOE BROOKS I TOOK A PICTURE WITH. doesn't matter how i look, have you seen how gorgeous he is??? not to mention, he smells SO good. and his cardigan was so soft. i sound perverse now, BUT HE IS SO PERFECT I CAN'T HELP IT.

i hope he doesn't come across my blog.
that would be gravely embarrassing.
i would dig a hole and hide.
unless he finds me cute and wants to propose to me instead, WAHAHA.

OK BYE GUYS <3

xx

i am so ashamed.
i don't think it's right for me to be fed up at someone like that.
why am i like this......

penitent.

today, i experienced a frustration that was never like any i had before.
it lasted for hours. they were never so long.
i'm checking the state i am in; my heart is still unrest.

i don't know what's wrong with me.
the angst that's within me... it's not normal.

need to do lots of praying.
and will definitely need lots of prayers.

versus what lighting can do............

my two favourite girls.

met qiqi yesterday for our taitai outing, and had a sleepover @ her place afterwards.
got up this morning and rushed to school for fyp meeting.

here's to another pointless post.