everyone loves to be loved.

my birthday this year started early. had a mini celebration with one of my longest friend of 7 years and it couldn't have gone any better. celebrating my birthday is never mandatory, but i'm glad people do (or hopefully will!! hint hint hahaha). it makes me feel special, and exceptionally loved, for that one day. and that for one day, i'm treated like a princess. not that i could get anything i demanded for, but people willingly shower you with the excessive love and concern, hahaha... sadly or not. (they say all good things come to an end hahaha)

and it makes me think.. if i can be so contented from the love from man, i don't think i'll ever be able to comprehend how great and maginificent God's full blown love for me will be. it's just... wow. mind-blowing. especially when i always feel i'm so undeserving of such sincere love. and today was a very thought-provoking night. and i actually do enjoy such nights.

love. spread some today.

ps i think i overused the word "love" in this post, but i can't find a better substitute.
pps excited for my birthday, but not sure if i'm equally stoked about turning 19....