HI GUYS. it's been a while but i'm glad this time i'm coming back with excitement. deep thoughts are good, but sometimes it affects my mood! so yes, for now, it's just me and pure jubilance. BECAUSE..................

and yes i am painfully aware of how awful i look with my hair tied all the way up. SOOOO i desperately need to get another picture with him. not sure if i'm able to though :( BUT STILL, MY GOODNESS. IT'S JOE BROOKS I TOOK A PICTURE WITH. doesn't matter how i look, have you seen how gorgeous he is??? not to mention, he smells SO good. and his cardigan was so soft. i sound perverse now, BUT HE IS SO PERFECT I CAN'T HELP IT.

i hope he doesn't come across my blog.
that would be gravely embarrassing.
i would dig a hole and hide.
unless he finds me cute and wants to propose to me instead, WAHAHA.

OK BYE GUYS <3

xx

i am so ashamed.
i don't think it's right for me to be fed up at someone like that.
why am i like this......

penitent.

today, i experienced a frustration that was never like any i had before.
it lasted for hours. they were never so long.
i'm checking the state i am in; my heart is still unrest.

i don't know what's wrong with me.
the angst that's within me... it's not normal.

need to do lots of praying.
and will definitely need lots of prayers.

versus what lighting can do............

my two favourite girls.

met qiqi yesterday for our taitai outing, and had a sleepover @ her place afterwards.
got up this morning and rushed to school for fyp meeting.

here's to another pointless post.