Rely.

Proverbs 3:5-6
"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight."

i learnt to be totally dependent on God recently. and i know it's only because my abilities have reached an end and there's no longer a point to trust my own strength when it can only bring me this near, when God's strength can bring me miles further instead.

thank God for the satisfiable results.

studied with kel today and we're going to mug together again tomorrow. quite glad that we're actually spending some good time together (even if it means to just face the boring books) before he leaves for melbourne. 6 whole weeks. wished my course has such great opportunities to have attachments overseas just like his hahaha.

depressing thought: never gonna happen though lol.