mandah, you need to stay strong. as hard as it is for you to accept it, as hard you have to keep going. it's going to be a long journey, but it not necessarily mean it'll be a painful one. you know, every time i go through a difficult phase in my life, it made me open my eyes to see so much more. and then suddenly, i realise what i'm going through is just a little ant to the giant beauty of what life has to offer, and ultimately, what God can give. rest assured that all of us will be here for you, praying for you, keeping you going. but you've to do your own part too. keeping a spirit of positivity is really important, i just learnt that recently (you know my struggles..). and nothing can bring you down, not even what you're facing now, unless you allow it to, unless your thoughts allow it to. so press on, i'll be here when you need me. i am so glad i'll be meeting you on friday. you'll get the furriest, tightest, and most suffocating bear hug you've ever gotten in the history. love you to bits and pieces and i know and believe you can pull through<3