jams was good today and P.victor said a few things that really hit me.

1. desire to seek God................. daily.
2. transformation begins with me.
3. making a positive impact.

somewhere he said "waking up earlier to do tawg" and it struck me. my post yesterday was on tawg.. and today everything he said just suddenly brought me back to my tawg.. and my obedience to God. i really need to bring myself to recommit all that i have to God, and to even long for an intimate time with him. to do tawg daily and not let distractions get the better of me. tv can wait, tumblr can wait, youtube can wait. God first.

transformation begins with me because if i want to see how God is using me or changing me, i have to let him. and i have to renew my mind. love. i cannot just ask God to teach me how to love and expect myself to be the friendliest or the most kind-hearted and self-sacrificial person alive. i need to make it a point to be nice to people. it's on my own part. God will help, but i have to take the little steps.

and of course i've to always remind myself that my actions will always affect someone... somehow. and i need to remember to think before i act. or even think before i say. i know i am too straightforward for my own good. i want people to see Christ through me.

but yes jams in all was really good and i'm starting to feel a little more comfortable around the Wmin people YAY. and that mel's always here for me so i'm very thankful for that (BIG SMILEY).

that's all. abrupt ending. ciaoz!