i totally overestimated my appetite and i'm feeling BEYOND uncomfortable right now. i'm burping non-stop and i'm really on the verge of vomiting. and the artic-like weather is making everything worse. i want to cry lol.

i can feel myself getting fatter and fatter and it sucks. i've said countless times that i'll go back to Singapore gaining 5kg at the very least but of course it's not like i want that to happen. i mean i'm JUST SAYING.. but now i'm really gaining so much weight i can feel my belly bulging out of my jeans. so gross:'(

this is a very pointless rant to at least show i'm alive here in chengdu. hi guys and bye!!