why is it that when i set my heart to finally get something i've thought long and hard for, something bad spoils my plan. no size. why doesn't dr marts web has uk3 for the design i love. why is my foot so puny. why can't i have average-sized feet. like uk5 or something.

why why why. guys i'm so devastated right now you won't believe it. i know it's just a pair of shoes but it's honestly and seriously the prettiest pair of shoes i've ever seen and i've never wanted shoes this badly before. 2 months!! i've waited 2 months before i knew for sure i wanted it. because 150 bucks is not something i'll just throw away like that. WHYYYYYYYYYY.

on the side note, i finally got the perfect gift for my best friend. hehe it's beyond belated but better late than never right?

on another side note, i want to get a proper acoustic guitar.

but all depressing moods aside, i had a really good 1on1 time with bee today!! shopped with her for her guitar and all and it was so fun. and we just had a really good catch up. OH + there was this barista @ starbucks that looks a lot like aj rafael at the very first glance!! bee and i burst out laughing hahaha. yay to some girly time.

maybe i can try to find some comfort in this situation and be thankful that i managed to save that lump sum. i mean.... the amount i can buy with 150 @ f21 is crazy.