working @ brownice.

chionging my lit review.

eating black pepper chips.

gulping water.

today is a tough day. i just want to hide in one corner and let God meet me and touch me. and just cry waterfalls out in His presence. i need Him to pull me through this period. it's been long since i even felt this close to Him. last night i couldn't let myself steer away from Him anymore. 

"for when our hearts were far away, Your love went further still."

thank You God.

never realised how much i needed You.

thank You for proving me wrong.

and now.................... when's the time for me?

God i'm tired of waiting for answers,

but tell me when You know it's best for me.

i'll be patient.
but i just hope i don't get too beaten up before i get to know what i want to know.